Tuesday, May 19, 2009
I am so impatient these few days. Getting angry easily. I don't know why. People who are close to me are suffering. Some words i never said to them before are coming out from my mouth. What's wrong with me!? Why am i changing to such a person? Why?? I don't even have an answer for that. I just want to be happy and bring love to people around me. During this period, i failed to bring happiness and love to people, but always bringing hurt to them. I'm sorry. I sincerely apologize to people whom i hurt directly or indirectly. I'm really sorry. This period of time, i just find hard to be myself. Really hard.
Pray for me. Pray that the joy of the Lord be my strength. I want to be happy. Really happy. True happines comes from within, not the surface. =)