Friday, March 30, 2012
Sunday, March 18, 2012
Need to go through it. Praying that God will bring me through it.
Saturday, March 10, 2012
Just did a personality test for myself. I feel it's really quite accurate.
Sia, as the "Muse", people are often impressed by your charisma, warm nature, and determination. You show casual poise in social situations and are perceived as patient and a good listener. There is an essence about you that puts others at ease, allowing them to open up to you and even look to you for guidance. Where often others will sit by, you may engage new people or invite others in to make them feel at home. You especially thrive in personal, low-pressure situations where you can feel truly connected to and acknowledged by those around you. You excel at building solid relationships and maintaining a steady and relaxed atmosphere.
Stable, yet adaptable, you easily fit into almost any environment and can excel in many areas. You are neighborly, open-minded and able to see the 'best' in others. Once you form a bond with another person, you have no problem talking about personal subjects and extending trust, likely proving yourself to be a solid friend. At work, you are most content when utilizing your interpersonal skills, creativity, optimism, and drive in a supportive context. Your enthusiasm can motivate others, bringing life to a project. Using your positive people skills, you can bring unity to groups and between individuals. You try to maintain positive, peaceful, and team-oriented environments.
You genuinely care for others and will go out of your way for them, especially friends. People are drawn to your vision, sense of purpose, and enthusiastic optimism. Likely persuasive and talkative, others may want to hear what you have to say, giving you influence and agency. You have the potential to be a very positive and encouraging force in others' lives, with the ability to focus on the bright side rather than the obstacles in the way.
Food for Thought
Your communication style in general, especially in times of pressure or conflict, can be overly tolerant. Your need to maintain positive relationships, may lead you to undervalue your own needs, time, and personal goals. This can create additional stress in your life.
You may show love through small acts of kindness and consideration, time spent, physical affection and verbalizations. You likely want to be shown love in the same way. You may find yourself feeling frustrated or rejected by less emotionally motivated personalities as they will likely show and receive love through tasks and concrete gestures.
You feel most comfortable when your world feels steady and stable. This can lead to a resistance to change and a feeling of discomfort or loss of control in moments of change.
You desire approval from others and can be swayed by their opinions at times. You may find that you will adapt yourself to be accepted.
You are a very trusting person, wanting to see the good in others and for them to see the same in you. As a result, you may extend yourself generously, sometimes opening yourself up to be taken advantage of. In turn, if your gestures go unnoticed or unappreciated, you are likely to "feel" taken advantage of.
You may experience conflict in times of change. On one hand, you want to move things forward quickly and seek out new experiences, on the other hand, you value stability and like your world to feel safe and steady.
I don't know why, was watching "live" service on my iphone, when Pst Kong talked about "breathing" with God, i cried.
I guess i really miss Him alot.. But i know he is always there, i am the one who is always running away.
I love you Father God.
Saturday, March 3, 2012
This month is gonna be 2nd year marriage anniversary with my wife! hehe. I think we gonna go cook together.. I only cooked for her fried rice and instant noodles before! Hehe..