"Marriage is a big decision in life", this phrase is being mention by many people i know. "It no longer involves you alone, but both party. Every decision you make must be discussed and both party must agree to it".
I will usually say yup, i know it. I know what i'm gonna expect. I know that it's a big decision in my life. But seriously, talk to cheap, wait til you stand at the same situation, and experience it, then you can reply with an answer.
Yesterday i experienced for the first time in making a decision that must involve Samantha. The job interests me alot, and it's really alot. I would really love to work there. But it's a long hours job. The events company deals with concerts(YUP, those artist big concerts), launches, conferences. That certainly makes me want to jump and grab this opportunity to work there.
There is one problem. Long hours work. It can range from 9am to 5am(latest), or maybe 2am to 3am depending on the work you have. Sometimes, even weekends are burned. I got to consider for Samantha now. Not just myself, not my own interest, not what i want.
A family needs quality time to spend together to make a strong family relationship. How can i have a strong family when i'm not even there. I love Samantha alot. I never regret the decision to marry her. I got know what is important to me. Family is most important to me. Not my career. I guess, i will need to give up on that job. Once i made the decision, i will stay committed to it. =)
SZH blogged at 8/07/2010 09:38:00 AM
May your light shine...
in the darkness...
