Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Working now. Feel weak and restless.. Trying to stay awake and alert. Hahaha. *slapping myself!*
I really feel this period is really a good time I need to build a strong foundation in my relationship with God. I realise, in the past, whenever i go away for overseas trip over the weekend, i will lose touch, and i get very easily diverted in my focus. I will tend to be slack in my service for God, lacking in prayer. Why? Seriously, my values and conviction is not strong enough. I really realise it. I shared this with my baobei, she also agreed with me.
I am now building my foundation with God once again. Serving Him faithfully every week in Security. Praying and seeking Him every night. I really don't want the relationship with Him will be gone within 1 weekend. I know, everyone will say, "it's not up to God, it's up to you! You make the decision to be closer to God, God is always moving."
Yes, it's us that need to run towards God, God is always moving, not away from us, but moving to the next destination. We got to constantly run towards God, if not, you will be too far back from Him. =)
Pray pray pray! Seeking Him as a friend, saviour, and a King. =)